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[Mar. 20th, 2009|02:13 pm] |
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Mackenzie Elise born 2/28/09 8lb 13oz 22" and the cutest baby EVER. :o) I love her shes totlly dope :o) |
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[Feb. 21st, 2009|07:46 pm] |
People are such scummy bastards, its ridiculous.
On the plus side, hopefully this baby is coming out sooner rather than later. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2009|10:11 am] |
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No valentines baby. Boooo to that.
Think i may try and take friday off and have the long weekend added to my maternity leave. Jus scared then the baby will come late and ill be screwed!
Hopefully i dont snap at work - friggin on edge especially today. Every day that goes by this douchebag irritates me more and more - cant wait to not see or hear her for 12 weeks. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2009|09:27 am] |
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so the baby is head down.. which is good, no surgery heh. Downside being now i jus wait.. no definitive end in sight which is really the plus of a section heh, set date and whatnot.
They are estimating her at around 6lb 8oz at the moment. Said shes tall and skinny - def got that from daddy. Bony ass she got from me. Not that you can tell i had one at this point lol.
Works dead again - wish i started my leave this week. Blegh. Have monday off though so thats a score. Then the next monday is my leave. If i make it.. considered moving it up to next week but there was no change in dilation or anything yest at the drs so i dont wanna burn a bunch of my time sans baby.
Im bored and tired and hungry. BLEEEEHHHH. My ankles are so swollen at the end of the day... you know when you fall asleep w a hair elastic on your wrist? what it looks like in the morning? Thats a slight exaggeration of what my socks do to my ankles. Cant wait for that to be over with bah. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2009|09:49 am] |
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work is SO dead today, jeebus. sucks too cuz im dying to get my ultrasound this afternoon, so the day was gonna feel long anyway - now its gonna be excruciating. Cant beleive its only 950 baaaahhh.. at least the plus side of not being able to concentrate on anything is that i look down and its an hour gone without me having any clue what the hell i did lol. Meh.
Im frigging huge i cant wait to not have to make sure i have a foot of clearance in front of me when i turn lol.
I cant wait to see her too, see what she looks like. I guess i gotta wait a lil longer than jus til i give birth heh considering newborns look like conehead freaks usually lol. Im sure ill still think shes beautiful, but i may be one of the few lol.
Hopefully i will know by the end of today whether i need to schedule a section or not.. not sure which answer i want on that question to be honest. I dont want to have surgery but i also am afraid of trying to push out something way too big. they guess the size on this ultrasound, theres a certain cutoff on weight for delivery so eh. We'll see today i guess... they are notoriously innaccurate so maybe i wont know lol.
GOOOOOODDDDD its dead. Stupid day is going to craaaaaawl |
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[Feb. 5th, 2009|10:19 am] |
well at the dryest they told me im 70% effaced.. whatever the hell that means. well i kno what it means it just may or may not have enormous implications for when i go into labor lol. they also said she may have spun - tough to tell they said, so i guess she has a bony ass that feels like a head lol. Shes either transverse which 100% needs a section, or shes chillin head down. Ultrasound next wednesday will tell for sure. Cant wait, they estimate the sze too so thats cool - cant wait to see how diff she looks in there now cuz i havent had an ultrasound since i was 19 weeks to find out the sex :o)
Oh the billions of things i have to do and the impossible awkwardness of a full term belly that makes it almost impossible to do half of them... bah! |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|08:29 am] |
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so i still fall asleep like a champion which is such a nice change from the pre prego insomnia. however, i used to be able to STAY asleep. I woke up 6 times - LITERALLY- to pee or jus woke up to wake up last night and took me forever one of them to get back to sleep.
So Im not feeling so good anymore heh.
Good thing this is over soon, think i only have about a week or so of wearing non pj pants left in me.
At least my hair is done so it wont look shitty in the pictures.
Ordered Glasses and contacts.. need to pick them up this week.
Doctor appt tommorow, hopefully find out if i need to schedule a section.
And hopefully i can have them cut my wedding ring off bc like an idiot i forgot til it was way not coming off.
Need to wash some Pjs, and one more load of baby clothes and all that will be done.. throw nightgown and onsie in the bag and im good to go for the hospital. All packed up.
Just need to put in the carseat into glenns car.
Set up pack n play bassinett so even if i went tomm we have that set up.. prob have glenn set up the crib this weekend.. so i can put all the nursery stuff away and stop being a neurotic freak. At least about that. heh. :o) |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2009|02:47 pm] |
baby shower was yesterday, it went really good, pretty good time - esp for a baby shower lol. Lots of leftover cake too heh mmm cake. Got tons of shit, everything i need cept a high chair and a glider chair. Have gift cards for target for the chair and some exchanges, merch cred, and a gift card for the chair so word.
D Day was 4 weeks from yesterday.. holy crap. |
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[Jan. 29th, 2009|09:24 am] |
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so the new bailout has up to 5.2 BILLION included for Acorn. How is that gonna create jobs exactly? Why would a government sponsored bailout give billions to an organization involved in huge amounts of voter fraud? (this would be the organization that registered the dallas cowboys lineup in like 6 states). Because Obamas a Chicago politician is my bet and everything in chicago is pay to play, which is a system he apparently follows.
speaking of, i am really rooting for insano blegojevich...hes a scumbag for sure, i just hope he drags some other scumbags down. Remarkable how Rahm Emmanuel still isnt under any subpeona (sic) or anything, wish theyd let bloggo get a word in to drag emmanuel down, see where the [money] road goes. But that could lead to Obama since he is pals w emmanuel and the media is NOT going to take that risk. Pity - i love watching political corruption stories.
Obama’s Bill Hands ACORN $5.2 Billion Bailout
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 7:06 PM
By: David A. Patten Article Font Size
A rising chorus of GOP leaders are protesting that the blockbuster Democratic stimulus package would provide up to a whopping $5.2 billion for ACORN, the left-leaning nonprofit group under federal investigation for massive voter fraud.
Most of the money is secreted away under an item in the now $836 billion package titled “Neighborhood Stabilization Programs.”
Ordinarily, neighborhood stabilization funds are distributed to local governments. But revised language in the stimulus bill would make the funds available directly to non-profit entities such as ACORN, the low-income housing organization whose pro-Democrat voter-registration activities have been blasted by Republicans. ACORN is cited by some for tipping the scales in the Democrats' favor in November.
According to Fox news, Sen. David Vitter, R-La., could appear to be a “payoff” for community groups’ partisan political activities in the last election cycle.
“It is of great concern to me,” Rep. Marsha Blackburn, R-Tenn., tells Newsmax. “I think our government has stayed strong because we’ve had a two-party system, we have had robust debate, people have felt that it was one man-one vote. They are privileged and grateful that they have that ability to cast that vote. And when something is done to belittle or diminish that, it is of great concern to me.”
Regarding ACORN, Blackburn added, “Additional funds going to these organizations that have tried to skew that system, it causes me great concern and I believe that it causes many of my colleagues great concern.”
The three-term congressman stopped short of suggesting the “neighborhood stabilization” money is a power grab by Democrats seeking partisan political advantage. But radio talk giant Rush Limbaugh did not.
Limbaugh warned his listeners Tuesday: “I’ll tell you what’s going on here: We, ladies & gentlemen, we’re funding Obama and the Democrats’ army on the street. We are funding the forces of the Democrat party’s re-election.”
Blackburn echoed the concerns of Republican leaders who object that the bloated package lacks the short-term stimulus a cut in payroll or sales taxes would provide.
According to Matthew Vadum of the Capitol Research Center, the stimulus package now under consideration includes:
$1 billion stashed away in Community Development Block Grant money that ACORN often vies for successfully.
$10 million to develop or refurbish low-income housing, a specialty of ACORN’s.
$4.19 billion to stave off foreclosures via the Neighborhood Stabilization Program. Vadum states the current version of the bill would allow nonprofits to compete with cities and states for $3.44 billion of the money. Some $750 million, however, would be exclusively reserved for nonprofits such as ACORN, which is actually an umbrella organization for over 100 progressive organizations.
Regarding the Neighborhood Stabilization Program, Vadum writes in American Spectator: “Although ACORN operatives usually get their hands on such funds only after they have first passed through the U.S. Department of Housing and Urban Development or state and local governments, the new spending bill largely eliminates these dawdling middle men, making it easier to get Uncle Sam's largess directly into the hands of the same people who run ACORN's various vote fraud and extortion rackets. And the legislative package provides these funds without the usual prohibition on using government money for lobbying or political activities.”
The charges of partisan political payback appear to be resonating in part due to Obama’s longstanding association with partisan get-out-the-vote operations. He was endorsed by ACORN, and during the campaign paid an ACORN affiliate $832,600 to get-out-the-vote assistance. Early in his career, he led a voter drive for an ACORN-affiliated group called Project Vote.
It’s not the first time ACORN has been entangled in a bailout controversy. In September, House Republicans objected that the original $700 billion bailout package included $100 million for ACORN – a tiny fraction of the sums for ACORN now being considered in the stimulus package.
© 2009 Newsmax. All rights reserved |
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[Jan. 19th, 2009|04:03 pm] |
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i predict that Obama seals the MLK FBI files for another minimally 10 years.
Mark my words, lesser mortals.
Speaking of MLK.. so much for being judged solely on the content of ones character. Guess that dream is still a long while coming for all concerned parties. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2009|08:34 am] |
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Something like 70% of voting age retards in the country, when asked who they thought controlled congress replied "republicans". Meanwhile Dems have controlled the house and senate since 2006, and now have a 3 votes shy of fillibuster proof majority in the senate. Gee, good job voting america, cuz they have done an excellent job making things better since 2006. Oh wait. The country is in the shitter. Whoopsie. Yeah increasing the majority - the only organization in the world with 1/3 the approval rating of the abysmal George W Bush...more idiots running things. Thats certainly change you can believe in. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2009|08:02 am] |
So they are cutting this prescription aid to elderly program.. plus they cut all kinds of DMH and DPH funding and employees, state hospitals took a big hit.. and now they are talking about cutting police teachers and firemen.
Meanwhile, the legislatures self approved raises come to over 650K, and Devals lawyer friend has a new fancy state house job for 120K. And the average salary of a pike toll taker is still 71K.
I told you they eliminate things that outrage people so youll be scared and pass their bullshit overrides. Clearly theres tons of shit you can cut and no one would care.
What makes me laugh is this is the party that claims to "care" about you and your feelings. And there they go, cutting off your nana's meds and cutting the nurses who can take care of your crazy uncle. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2009|12:54 pm] |
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i feel so sick. if i have that effing stomach flu going around i will shoot someone.. last thing i need right now is more vomitting and fatigue. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2009|10:34 am] |
its weird how people are like strangers now. I could care less i guess thats the weird part maybe, I simply cant be bothered to pander to people's false niceties and pretend to care about their over dramatized ala 14 year old girl style problems. Just
If a real drop kick you in the heart problem ever fucking happened to you youd COMPLETELY break down. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2009|02:49 pm] |
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baby dropped already i think, uh oh lol. hopefully i dont pop her ass out before the baby shower - ie before i have any of the shit i need lol |
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[Jan. 5th, 2009|09:30 am] |
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8 weeks to go. Cant wait! |
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[Dec. 29th, 2008|08:08 am] |
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xmas was good got a bunch of my dolce light blue, a garmin, some money,and best of all... ALL the seasons of the nanny and all the seasons (so far) of ANTM. which i am PSYCHED about.
Also got a pressure cooker and potato ricer which i am also psyched about - what a loser lol.
Got a bunch of cute baby stuff too.. little snowsuits and outfits. :o) cute.
Jeanine is due Jan 4 - i think she went into labor though - so there is a light at the end of the tunnel so to speak. yay!
Angelas shower was yesterday, it was good sans the hour and a half drive each way to west warwick. The wedding is March 28th so hopefully i can be there. If i dont deliver late it should be okay. Ideally i would like to go like a week early or right on the due date.. otherwise shell be just too small to leave alone in MA if i go to RI. Oh well i guess theres nothing i can do about it, figure it out when it gets here.
Bought the crib and dresser Sunday, have to pick it up and assemble it once we paint the room which will be sometime this week.. ill feel better once thats all set bc then no matter what happens at least we have the crib and everything all done. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2008|01:15 pm] |
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im increasingly antisocial and increasing enjoy being so. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2008|03:46 pm] |
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I have 9 weeks and 5 days left. Which is 68 days. Crazy. |
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[Dec. 18th, 2008|10:57 am] |
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bleh every time i go on myspace now i am struck by the ridiculousness of it.. people posting 700 bulletins acting like they arent miserable bc they say so. Other people acting like they have such major fucking problems cuz they say so. Generally these are the same people.
I dunno randomly it just hits me how gay it is that its like im supposed to feel bad for not being EXACTLY the way i was at 17..
We are or at least SHOULD be done with college by now. Its time to grow the hell up. Get a real job, get an apartment, get some responsibilities. OR at least stop acting like its everyone elses problem that they arent stuck at a perpetual 15 years old. Because youre the one who looks like a fucking idiot. |
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